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[child]
When I was six, my grandmother died.
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My father drove us to his hometown
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of Wiggins, South Carolina
for her funeral.
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I had never met her,
so her death didn't mean much to me…
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though it made my father very sad.
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I was afraid of her in that coffin.
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She was part of something
that, even at six, I wondered about.
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The place after this one.
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I worried she was looking down
and didn't like us because we were young.
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[giggling]
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[radio chatter]
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[faint chattering]
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[chattering]
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- [buzzer sounds]
- [door mechanism rattling]
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[radio chatter]
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[door closes]
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[footsteps approaching]
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Where's Dr. Zicherman?
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Excuse me.
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Where's Dr. Zicherman?
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He's on vacation.
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He didn't tell you?
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No.
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[scoffs] That seems so unlike him.
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Uh, do you see him every Tuesday?
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No, just...
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Uh, just, you know.
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No, I don't know. [chuckles]
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Just if I need to.
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Well, that's an uncommon arrangement.
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How'd you know I'd be here?
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[scoffs] Routine schedule is foundational
in the doctor-patient relationship.
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But how did you know I'd be here?
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I don't understand the question.
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But Dr. Zicherman and I
don't have a routine.
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How did you know
I had an appointment today?
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[inhales deeply] We have a daily schedule.
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Your name was on it.
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[pen clicking]
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Why are you here?
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Because I had an appointment.
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No. [chuckles]
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Why are you here?
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Oh.
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Uh, the charges involved
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selling unregistered weapons
and crossing state lines to do so.
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Why are you here?
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I just told you.
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Why are you?
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To treat mental illness.
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Came to the right place.
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[smacks lips]
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I'm not in law enforcement.
I'm not a judge.
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I don't concern myself
with the crimes of the men I treat.
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My sole concern is
protecting their mental health.
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Sounds like you found
your purpose in life.
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Uh, do you prefer James or Jimmy?
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Jimmy.
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Jimmy.
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Some people's psyches are
so much more fragile
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than most people
you've probably encountered in your life.
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Or your own, for example.
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How do you know anything about my psyche?
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I don't know much.
But I suspect you're of fairly sound mind.
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Good to know.
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But some of my patients are not.
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They're one wrong thought,
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one termite of an unhealthy idea
from losing their minds.
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If they break,
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sometimes the person they were
never comes back from the break.
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They become ghosts in their own bodies.
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Why are you telling me this?
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I'm asking you for compassion
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when you deal with
some of the men in here.
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Some of the men?
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Jimmy…
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Doctor.
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- I'm asking...
- Asking what?
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Are you a threat to the mental health
of any of my patients?
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Which patients?
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I'm giving you
an opportunity for candor here.
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I urge you to take it seriously.
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Which… patients?
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- [footsteps departing]
- [breathing shakily]
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[child] After they buried my grandmother,
my father drove us to the ocean.
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It was the only time
I would ever see the ocean.
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[no audible dialogue]
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[no audible dialogue]
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[Brian] When they were looking
for Tricia Reitler, Larry drove Marion PD
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up and down these roads
over and over and over again.
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[Lauren imitating Larry]
"I think I buried her here.
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No, it was here.
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Maybe it was there.
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No, I think I buried her under a tree."
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Exactly.
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That night before I take him back
to Illinois, they go back out there.
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Same area, same result.
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I think she's there. Somewhere.
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That's why he dragged them back out
a second time.
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Son of a bitch couldn't get enough of it.
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Let me see
if I can get my hands on these reports.
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[guard speaking on PA]
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[door opens]
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[buzzer sounds]
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[doors slamming]
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["Run-Around" playing on stereo]
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All right.
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They took a left up here before the lake.
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There's nothing but fields out here.
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[Brian sighs]
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That's a nice gas station
for the middle of nowhere.
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[Brian] Yeah.
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All right, there should be a haul road
right up here. Take a right there.
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[sighs]
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[buzzer sounds]
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[spits]
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[spits]
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- [Larry] Well, good morning, James.
- Morning, Larry.
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I didn't see you yesterday.
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Nothing happened
that didn't happen the day before.
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And the day before that, right? Hmm…
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How was your day?
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It was good. Thanks for asking.
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Gary visited.
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- Oh, that's cool.
- It was.
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Always nice to see family.
Is he into cars too?
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A little. Well, not like me.
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But the Civil War stuff?
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[sighs] He didn't stick with it.
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Aw. That's a shame.
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He married a stinky bitch.
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Oh. Well…
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She thinks it's "playing dress-up."
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She said that?
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Oh, yeah.
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So I said to her... I said,
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"You would be a grandmother
in Civil War times. An old hag."
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- Nobody would fight for her.
- [chuckling]
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Brides were young.
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Unspoiled.
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People married younger then.
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Oh, much younger. Yeah.
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My great-grandmother
had my grandmother when she was just 14.
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That was perfectly normal back then.
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Mmm.
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Until the government saw
a way to make money.
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By raising the age of consent?
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Exactly.
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Nobody attended a high school back then.
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There was no such thing.
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But, once the government saw
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that there was money to be made
in high schools,
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well, then greed trumps all.
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It's not about education.
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- No?
- No, it's about...
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It's about forcing kids
to delay growing up.
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So that their parents can spend
every extra dime on tuition,
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and everyone makes money.
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And... And that's what's going to
bankrupt the country someday.
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You know,
I never thought about it that way,
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but damn.
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You could be onto something.
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You think?
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You got a fresh perspective.
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You must have heard that before.
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Than... Thank you.
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So these brides were how young?
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Twelve, uh, 13 for sure.
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Old enough to pee,
old enough for me. Right?
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[chuckles]
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- That's funny.
- [Jimmy chuckles]
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Hey…
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So what's the...
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what's the youngest you ever had?
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[stammers] What?
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[whispers] The youngest you ever had.
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You first.
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Why? I asked first.
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You first.
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Fourteen.
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Did she fight back?
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No. You had some fighters?
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How old were you?
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With the 14-year-old?
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[sighs]
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She was a freshman.
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- I was a senior, so I was 17.
- [chuckles]
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- What?
- Sev... Seventeen.
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[Holt] Larry.
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Oh. Oh, is it still dripping?
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Drip's turned into leaks.
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[inhales deeply] Mmm.
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He had 'em drive
up and down 400 East several times.
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440 South is mentioned four times.
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So is 250 East and 375 South.
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This is pointless.
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He took 'em up and down 550 East the most.
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Six times the first time.
Five times the second.
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Okay. 550 intersects with 400
at that gas station.
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Maybe they stopped
for sodas and bathroom breaks.
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[sighs]
I doubt that gas station was there.
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That looked pretty new.
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So, what was there?
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- [paper rustles]
- Uh…
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Here it is.
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Construction at 550-400 intersection.
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Hey, there a manager around?
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Dale only comes in a couple times a week.
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The rest of the time?
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It's just me and Keith.
He works the 3:00 to 11:00.
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How long you been here?
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Since 6:00.
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No, not today.
How long have you worked here?
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Six months.
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Would you know
how long this place has been open?
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A few years, I think.
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Dale and Keith know exactly?
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Dale's been here since the beginning.
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Got his number?
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Thank you.
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- [door opens]
- You work on cars here?
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No, sir.
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- Know anybody who does?
- [door closes]
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Not local, no.
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Huh.
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Where's the nearest auto parts dealer
around here?
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[sighs] I don't know. Not into cars.
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John Dickey though…
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"John Dickey though," what?
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He's like a Mr. Fixit.
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People bring him stuff to fix sometimes,
but it ain't, like, official.
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Uh-huh. John Dickey?
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John Dickey Hansen.
He runs a bait shop up the road.
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Okay, thanks.
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The manager said the station opened
in the spring of '94.
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He says he believes they broke ground
around midsummer of '93.
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Fucking Larry Hall.
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[car door opens]
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[car door closes]
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[buzzer sounds in distance]
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[guard announcing on PA]
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[Mr. Gigante] I heard you tried to get
some product in here.
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Don't do that.
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A shrug is a nonanswer,
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and a nonanswer is disrespectful.
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I thought about it,
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but it turned out
I couldn't get it in here.
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Ah.
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But let's say you had.
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And you used it
to... to dig someone out of some trouble
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they're having on the outside.
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Now, that would help them.
Maybe it'd help you.
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But I don't see how it would help me.
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I'm not sure I understand.
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A man who can't get help anywhere else
eventually comes to me.
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And then he's in my debt.
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My apologies. Sincerely.
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I fucked up. I had no idea.
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All right.
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[Mr. Gigante sighs]
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I asked around about you. In Milwaukee.
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You checked out. Flying colors.
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Everyone knew someone who knew someone
who knew you and spoke highly of you.
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That's nice.
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But no one could remember
laying eyes on you directly.
266
00:22:34,104 --> 00:22:36,773
Everyone knew someone who said they had,
267
00:22:38,192 --> 00:22:41,236
but no one had
actually done it themselves.
268
00:22:43,030 --> 00:22:44,364
What do you make of that?
269
00:22:46,533 --> 00:22:47,868
They need to get out more.
270
00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:55,250
Is that what they need to do?
271
00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:57,794
[chuckles]
272
00:23:15,145 --> 00:23:16,355
Do you have kids?
273
00:23:17,606 --> 00:23:19,399
[doctor] How was your week, Larry?
274
00:23:19,483 --> 00:23:20,984
I'm just asking.
275
00:23:21,985 --> 00:23:23,487
Would you describe it as productive?
276
00:23:23,570 --> 00:23:25,072
I'm just asking!
277
00:23:26,114 --> 00:23:29,618
And you have asked before.
Several times over the years.
278
00:23:30,744 --> 00:23:32,454
And what has been my response?
279
00:23:32,538 --> 00:23:33,622
[inhales deeply]
280
00:23:33,705 --> 00:23:35,082
I'm just curious.
281
00:23:35,791 --> 00:23:37,417
What has been my response?
282
00:23:38,794 --> 00:23:42,631
You don't discuss your personal life.
283
00:23:43,757 --> 00:23:44,758
Correct.
284
00:23:44,842 --> 00:23:47,845
That's all that I discuss.
285
00:23:47,928 --> 00:23:50,138
Because you are the patient,
and I am the doctor.
286
00:23:52,349 --> 00:23:57,521
Can't we try, like, role reversal?
287
00:23:58,105 --> 00:23:59,940
Isn't that therapeutic?
288
00:24:01,608 --> 00:24:04,319
And what would you say to me
if you were my doctor?
289
00:24:05,946 --> 00:24:07,739
[deep voice] Bitch, tell me your dreams!
290
00:24:07,823 --> 00:24:10,450
Ah…
291
00:24:11,493 --> 00:24:13,704
[chuckling]
292
00:24:16,164 --> 00:24:17,875
I bet they smell good.
293
00:24:18,959 --> 00:24:20,377
Your children.
294
00:24:21,170 --> 00:24:22,254
[chuckles]
295
00:24:23,005 --> 00:24:24,423
What's troubling you?
296
00:24:24,506 --> 00:24:25,507
Nothing.
297
00:24:26,091 --> 00:24:28,760
You often use provocation
to mask vulnerability.
298
00:24:30,888 --> 00:24:34,349
I'm not vulnerable. You're vulnerable.
299
00:24:36,101 --> 00:24:37,436
You seem agitated.
300
00:24:38,187 --> 00:24:39,855
I'm perfectly fucking fine.
301
00:24:40,439 --> 00:24:47,196
It's the best mood I've been in for years,
and you... you don't like it.
302
00:24:47,946 --> 00:24:50,032
Why wouldn't I like it?
303
00:24:50,866 --> 00:24:53,660
Because if I got better
304
00:24:54,244 --> 00:24:57,164
and I told people how,
305
00:24:57,247 --> 00:24:59,374
and then those people got better…
306
00:25:04,087 --> 00:25:05,756
you'd have no job.
307
00:25:08,467 --> 00:25:09,468
Then I'd retire.
308
00:25:09,968 --> 00:25:11,970
Oh, you... Then you'd retire.
309
00:25:14,181 --> 00:25:16,642
And have tea with your daughters.
310
00:25:18,060 --> 00:25:22,147
Watch them bend over
to do their gardening.
311
00:25:23,315 --> 00:25:25,234
What's making you feel so good?
312
00:25:26,652 --> 00:25:27,694
My appeal.
313
00:25:29,321 --> 00:25:30,822
You have fresh news about it?
314
00:25:33,116 --> 00:25:34,618
[stammers] Let's just say
315
00:25:34,701 --> 00:25:38,664
that there are positive signs
if you know how to read them.
316
00:25:40,749 --> 00:25:42,376
That would explain your affect.
317
00:25:42,876 --> 00:25:44,169
What's my affect?
318
00:25:45,504 --> 00:25:46,755
Confident.
319
00:25:46,839 --> 00:25:47,840
Mmm.
320
00:25:48,715 --> 00:25:49,800
Almost cocky.
321
00:25:52,594 --> 00:25:57,182
[stammers] Sometimes a man has
every reason to feel that way.
322
00:26:00,435 --> 00:26:02,479
Hmm, well, I've seen you confident before.
323
00:26:02,563 --> 00:26:03,564
When?
324
00:26:04,106 --> 00:26:08,569
When you talk about Civil War history
and engines and old car parts.
325
00:26:10,904 --> 00:26:12,489
I've just never seen you cocky.
326
00:26:14,575 --> 00:26:16,285
That seems more like your friend.
327
00:26:17,828 --> 00:26:18,829
What friend?
328
00:26:21,331 --> 00:26:22,749
Oh, you mean James.
329
00:26:22,833 --> 00:26:23,959
Mm-hmm.
330
00:26:24,042 --> 00:26:28,172
You know who I mean, Larry.
He's very charismatic.
331
00:26:28,672 --> 00:26:29,840
You've met him?
332
00:26:30,424 --> 00:26:32,676
Hmm, our paths crossed. Mmm.
333
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,888
I see what you respond to in him.
334
00:26:37,347 --> 00:26:41,518
He gives off the aura
of someone who's never known regret.
335
00:26:42,186 --> 00:26:45,022
He decides something, he does it.
He never looks back.
336
00:26:50,444 --> 00:26:51,862
You'd think that, but…
337
00:26:54,281 --> 00:26:57,201
Well, but he has known regret.
338
00:26:57,284 --> 00:26:58,911
He does regret things.
339
00:26:58,994 --> 00:27:00,746
He has known pain.
340
00:27:01,246 --> 00:27:06,627
But he doesn't, you know, let it warp him.
341
00:27:07,586 --> 00:27:12,049
Is that how you see yourself?
Warped by pain?
342
00:27:14,510 --> 00:27:16,053
Not... Not lately.
343
00:27:19,556 --> 00:27:20,766
Because of James.
344
00:27:26,772 --> 00:27:31,860
I'm... I'm not alone anymore.
345
00:27:35,697 --> 00:27:37,032
[sighs]
346
00:27:41,036 --> 00:27:42,663
[no audible dialogue]
347
00:27:44,873 --> 00:27:46,625
[child] When I was in seventh grade,
348
00:27:46,708 --> 00:27:49,294
Cooper Ross told me, "You're so nice,"
349
00:27:49,378 --> 00:27:50,712
and then he turned red
350
00:27:50,796 --> 00:27:53,298
and couldn't look me in the eyes
for a few minutes.
351
00:28:07,062 --> 00:28:09,481
[school bell rings]
352
00:28:18,115 --> 00:28:19,116
[Lauren] Hello.
353
00:28:27,374 --> 00:28:30,127
- [door opens]
- ["Be My Friend Tonight" playing on radio]
354
00:28:41,638 --> 00:28:42,806
Help you?
355
00:28:42,890 --> 00:28:44,725
[Lauren] Are you John Dickey Hansen?
356
00:28:45,267 --> 00:28:47,352
Well, you can call me JD, if you like.
357
00:28:48,437 --> 00:28:49,688
You sell auto parts here?
358
00:28:50,189 --> 00:28:53,734
Well, if I happen across something that's
worth putting an ad in the Auto Trader,
359
00:28:53,817 --> 00:28:54,818
I might do so.
360
00:28:55,402 --> 00:28:56,570
You ever meet this guy?
361
00:28:59,323 --> 00:29:00,490
Oh, that's Larry.
362
00:29:01,033 --> 00:29:02,367
[Lauren] So, you know him well?
363
00:29:02,451 --> 00:29:04,077
No, no, miss. [chuckles]
364
00:29:04,578 --> 00:29:07,289
He's just, uh, memorable.
365
00:29:07,372 --> 00:29:09,458
Those mutton chops, whatnot.
366
00:29:10,876 --> 00:29:12,294
Help me out with "whatnot."
367
00:29:16,131 --> 00:29:19,927
Oh, he's as creepy as all fuck, you know?
Excuse me.
368
00:29:20,010 --> 00:29:22,221
No, no, no, speak freely.
369
00:29:22,304 --> 00:29:24,806
Well, I sold him a pair
of slotted brake rotors
370
00:29:24,890 --> 00:29:27,184
for a '79 Dodge B200
371
00:29:27,267 --> 00:29:31,230
back about, oh, I don't know, '92, '93.
372
00:29:31,813 --> 00:29:33,649
Seemed a harmless squirt of a fella.
373
00:29:34,233 --> 00:29:36,276
Had that look of somebody
who'd never been hugged.
374
00:29:36,860 --> 00:29:38,445
Not even as a baby.
375
00:29:39,863 --> 00:29:43,242
You know, I guess I was too kind to him,
376
00:29:43,325 --> 00:29:47,079
'cause he started coming back
even when he didn't need a part.
377
00:29:47,746 --> 00:29:52,459
Started just hanging around,
talking up the young girls.
378
00:29:53,752 --> 00:29:55,003
Anything ever happen?
379
00:29:55,963 --> 00:29:58,590
What do you mean, like bad? No.
380
00:29:58,674 --> 00:30:00,342
We run him off after a while.
381
00:30:01,051 --> 00:30:03,637
Every now and then
I wonder what ever became of him.
382
00:30:05,514 --> 00:30:09,017
Since you're coming around
asking about him, figure it ain't good.
383
00:30:10,269 --> 00:30:11,436
Why'd you run him off?
384
00:30:13,814 --> 00:30:15,691
He made too many of the girls
uncomfortable.
385
00:30:16,608 --> 00:30:17,776
Including my own.
386
00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:19,361
Oh?
387
00:30:20,612 --> 00:30:21,613
Audrey.
388
00:30:21,697 --> 00:30:26,118
She was a teenager then,
but Larry took a shine to her.
389
00:30:27,202 --> 00:30:28,912
Sure didn't sit right with me.
390
00:30:29,621 --> 00:30:30,706
Is Audrey around?
391
00:30:31,206 --> 00:30:34,626
She's in town running some errands.
Should be back soon.
392
00:30:37,004 --> 00:30:38,338
You mind if we wait around?
393
00:30:39,631 --> 00:30:40,924
Oh, not in the least.
394
00:30:54,188 --> 00:30:57,566
[child] When I was 12,
my sister and I got new sneakers.
395
00:30:57,649 --> 00:31:00,319
[birds chirping]
396
00:31:00,402 --> 00:31:03,780
And almost immediately,
we stepped in cow pies,
397
00:31:03,864 --> 00:31:06,992
even though our parents told us
to stay clear of that field.
398
00:31:14,166 --> 00:31:17,377
[no audible dialogue]
399
00:31:17,461 --> 00:31:19,463
Took hours for those shoes to dry.
400
00:31:25,219 --> 00:31:27,346
I don't remember anything we talked about.
401
00:31:31,058 --> 00:31:32,392
Just that we were happy.
402
00:31:35,938 --> 00:31:37,898
[door opens, closes]
403
00:31:37,981 --> 00:31:40,234
[inmates chattering]
404
00:31:40,317 --> 00:31:42,361
[inmate] Be a good boy.
You listen to your mother.
405
00:31:42,444 --> 00:31:43,695
I don't wanna hear this…
406
00:31:45,781 --> 00:31:46,865
[handset settles in cradle]
407
00:31:51,078 --> 00:31:53,121
[automated voice]
Thank you for using DOP Connect.
408
00:31:53,205 --> 00:31:55,624
To make a call,
please enter your account number.
409
00:31:57,793 --> 00:32:00,504
- [line beeps]
- That account number is not recognized.
410
00:32:00,587 --> 00:32:02,923
To make a call,
please enter your account number.
411
00:32:04,925 --> 00:32:06,009
[line beeps]
412
00:32:06,093 --> 00:32:08,220
- That account number is not recognized.
- [clears throat]
413
00:32:08,303 --> 00:32:10,764
To make a call,
please enter your account number.
414
00:32:18,605 --> 00:32:21,233
- [line beeps]
- That account number is not recog...
415
00:32:22,317 --> 00:32:24,319
[keypad clacking]
416
00:32:27,114 --> 00:32:29,992
- [line beeps]
- That account number is not recog...
417
00:32:31,118 --> 00:32:32,536
- [line beeps]
- That accoun...
418
00:32:33,662 --> 00:32:34,746
[beeping]
419
00:32:38,542 --> 00:32:40,210
Hang up the fucking phone!
420
00:32:43,005 --> 00:32:44,173
This phone?
421
00:32:54,474 --> 00:32:55,601
Be my guest.
422
00:32:58,395 --> 00:33:00,898
- …please enter your account number.
- [beeping]
423
00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:09,656
[faintly] …snitch.
424
00:33:14,536 --> 00:33:15,913
Can't have that on the yard.
425
00:33:31,261 --> 00:33:32,721
[indistinct chatter]
426
00:33:37,518 --> 00:33:38,519
[Carter] …snitch.
427
00:33:48,278 --> 00:33:49,947
[indistinct chatter]
428
00:33:54,409 --> 00:33:56,036
Yes, sir. I understand what you're saying,
429
00:33:56,119 --> 00:33:58,038
but I'm telling you
there must be a mistake
430
00:33:58,121 --> 00:34:00,666
because I paid that credit card myself
just last week.
431
00:34:01,250 --> 00:34:04,503
[stammers] You're telling me that my son
can't make or receive calls?
432
00:34:04,586 --> 00:34:06,088
Is that what you're telling me?
433
00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:10,551
Okay… [stammers] …sir, sir, sir, please.
434
00:34:10,634 --> 00:34:15,054
How about if I give you the credit card
right here, right now, over the phone.
435
00:34:15,138 --> 00:34:17,014
Would you be able to connect me then?
436
00:34:19,016 --> 00:34:21,562
Okay. Okay. Okay. All right.
Thank you. Thank you.
437
00:34:21,645 --> 00:34:24,063
I-I-I appreciate you trying to help.
438
00:34:29,069 --> 00:34:32,072
Bitch. Motherfucker.
439
00:34:33,866 --> 00:34:35,158
Jim, I should come with you.
440
00:34:35,242 --> 00:34:38,704
No, hon. I'll be fine.
I-I-I just need to clear my head.
441
00:34:38,786 --> 00:34:41,956
Okay. Well, don't get yourself worked up.
442
00:34:42,541 --> 00:34:45,377
I'm taking a drive to relax,
not to get worked up.
443
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:47,045
All right.
444
00:34:47,129 --> 00:34:49,339
Can you pick us up some Kahlúa
on your way back?
445
00:34:49,422 --> 00:34:50,716
Yeah, imagine that.
446
00:34:51,466 --> 00:34:53,427
[inmates chattering]
447
00:34:59,933 --> 00:35:01,935
[buzzer sounds]
448
00:35:05,898 --> 00:35:07,065
[Burden] Woodshop.
449
00:35:07,983 --> 00:35:08,984
[Jimmy] What's that?
450
00:35:09,484 --> 00:35:10,777
Last place I saw Larry.
451
00:35:19,995 --> 00:35:21,079
[blows]
452
00:35:30,422 --> 00:35:32,132
How long you been working on those?
453
00:35:33,217 --> 00:35:35,469
[inhales deeply] Couple of weeks.
454
00:35:41,308 --> 00:35:42,518
What do you do with them?
455
00:35:45,854 --> 00:35:47,356
I send them home.
456
00:35:50,025 --> 00:35:51,026
Why?
457
00:35:53,070 --> 00:35:56,740
Donny said that you
almost got into a fight today.
458
00:35:56,823 --> 00:35:57,950
At the phones?
459
00:35:58,450 --> 00:36:00,285
Yeah, some con wanted the phone.
460
00:36:01,203 --> 00:36:04,206
There's some mess-up with my account.
I can't make calls out.
461
00:36:04,915 --> 00:36:06,291
But you funded the account?
462
00:36:07,125 --> 00:36:08,168
Mm-hmm.
463
00:36:08,252 --> 00:36:09,294
Oh.
464
00:36:10,921 --> 00:36:12,297
Maybe you made an enemy.
465
00:36:14,591 --> 00:36:15,592
Of who?
466
00:36:16,969 --> 00:36:18,804
Someone who works here.
467
00:36:19,471 --> 00:36:22,266
Have you had any disagreements
with anyone lately?
468
00:36:26,228 --> 00:36:30,649
I had some minor words
with a guard yesterday.
469
00:36:30,732 --> 00:36:34,278
Can't remember the guy's name,
but he was just busting my balls.
470
00:36:35,571 --> 00:36:36,572
About what?
471
00:36:37,072 --> 00:36:38,115
Nothing.
472
00:36:39,992 --> 00:36:41,201
It's not nothing.
473
00:36:42,953 --> 00:36:45,914
- James, come on. It's me.
- [sighs]
474
00:36:47,708 --> 00:36:49,209
It was about you, Larry.
475
00:36:51,211 --> 00:36:56,258
[scoffs] Why would...
Why would some guard talk about me?
476
00:36:57,342 --> 00:36:59,386
[smacks lips] He said…
477
00:37:01,763 --> 00:37:02,764
[grunts]
478
00:37:05,434 --> 00:37:09,438
He said you're a kid-diddler.
479
00:37:10,439 --> 00:37:13,192
And a kid-killer.
480
00:37:13,275 --> 00:37:15,903
[laughs]
481
00:37:17,321 --> 00:37:18,989
I don't mean to laugh, I just...
482
00:37:20,866 --> 00:37:23,327
A kid-diddler?
483
00:37:25,621 --> 00:37:28,248
I've never raped anyone in my life, James.
484
00:37:34,004 --> 00:37:36,840
So, what did you do?
485
00:37:37,883 --> 00:37:39,968
I had sex with them.
486
00:37:41,678 --> 00:37:42,679
Okay.
487
00:37:43,722 --> 00:37:45,682
And they weren't children, James.
488
00:37:45,766 --> 00:37:50,979
Not until recently.
I mean, not back in the 1800s.
489
00:37:51,605 --> 00:37:52,606
Sure.
490
00:37:56,151 --> 00:37:59,655
James, how many women have you fucked?
491
00:38:01,990 --> 00:38:04,826
- Since high school? I mean…
- No, no, no, not high school.
492
00:38:04,910 --> 00:38:06,328
I mean how many women have...
493
00:38:06,411 --> 00:38:11,667
You know, over the high school ages,
have you fucked?
494
00:38:18,131 --> 00:38:19,508
- Eighty.
- What?
495
00:38:21,301 --> 00:38:22,678
- Eighty?
- I guess.
496
00:38:22,761 --> 00:38:25,681
I mean, there's probably
one or two I'm forgetting about,
497
00:38:25,764 --> 00:38:29,643
but I'm not totally sure the figure.
498
00:38:29,726 --> 00:38:33,021
Th... That's not funny, James. Is it 80?
499
00:38:33,856 --> 00:38:34,940
Yeah.
500
00:38:35,524 --> 00:38:36,608
How?
501
00:38:37,276 --> 00:38:40,195
How did you manage to... How...
502
00:38:40,988 --> 00:38:43,699
- Do you have like a line you use?
- No. [scoffs]
503
00:38:44,449 --> 00:38:48,453
[stammers] I just... I mean, I talk to 'em.
504
00:38:49,538 --> 00:38:52,666
And they talk to me,
and eventually, our clothes come off.
505
00:38:52,749 --> 00:38:54,501
- But how?
- I just told you.
506
00:38:54,585 --> 00:38:56,044
No you didn't.
507
00:38:59,882 --> 00:39:01,383
I don't follow, Larry. I'm sorry.
508
00:39:01,466 --> 00:39:02,843
[sighs]
509
00:39:02,926 --> 00:39:07,389
No woman will ever just "talk to me."
510
00:39:12,186 --> 00:39:13,729
But younger girls will.
511
00:39:13,812 --> 00:39:14,897
Some.
512
00:39:14,980 --> 00:39:16,565
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
513
00:39:18,317 --> 00:39:19,318
[sighs]
514
00:39:25,699 --> 00:39:28,118
She was nice at first.
515
00:39:30,704 --> 00:39:31,747
Who's that?
516
00:39:35,292 --> 00:39:37,336
- Who was nice, Larry?
- Jessica Roach.
517
00:39:39,713 --> 00:39:40,714
Mmm.
518
00:39:42,382 --> 00:39:45,928
Her bike had a flat,
she was driving up this gravel road.
519
00:39:46,011 --> 00:39:47,387
Even though she had a mountain bike...
520
00:39:47,471 --> 00:39:49,932
You know, rocks and gravel
mix in with each other
521
00:39:50,015 --> 00:39:52,893
and rocks can be sharp, so… [chuckles]
522
00:39:53,769 --> 00:39:57,689
Girls think they're so smart,
but there she was with a flat.
523
00:39:58,690 --> 00:39:59,691
[chuckles]
524
00:40:00,817 --> 00:40:01,944
[Larry chuckles]
525
00:40:02,986 --> 00:40:04,238
You fix it?
526
00:40:04,321 --> 00:40:07,741
- Oh, no. No, I just offered her a ride.
- Right.
527
00:40:07,824 --> 00:40:13,247
They make it sound like I jump
on these girls, James, and attack them.
528
00:40:13,330 --> 00:40:15,832
Tha-That's not reflective of the truth.
529
00:40:15,916 --> 00:40:18,752
She liked talking to me. She did.
530
00:40:19,837 --> 00:40:23,131
I had my bike that day,
and I opened up the doors to the van
531
00:40:23,215 --> 00:40:24,842
and I showed her, and…
532
00:40:25,384 --> 00:40:28,887
I told her how much I like cycling,
and we talked about that.
533
00:40:28,971 --> 00:40:31,598
Sounds like you had no trouble
talking to her, Larry.
534
00:40:31,682 --> 00:40:32,683
None.
535
00:40:33,267 --> 00:40:35,477
Yeah, she was nice, like I said.
536
00:40:36,770 --> 00:40:38,230
Until she wasn't.
537
00:40:41,024 --> 00:40:42,317
She turned on you, huh?
538
00:40:44,361 --> 00:40:47,531
Like a rabid squirrel, just… [blows]
539
00:40:48,574 --> 00:40:51,243
[scoffs] You remember why?
540
00:40:56,832 --> 00:40:58,500
Why are you asking?
541
00:41:03,881 --> 00:41:06,049
Shit, Larry,
I thought we were just talking.
542
00:41:07,634 --> 00:41:08,927
Is that what we're doing?
543
00:41:13,891 --> 00:41:15,017
That's what I'm doing.
544
00:41:22,858 --> 00:41:25,360
Sh-She got into my van just fine.
545
00:41:26,236 --> 00:41:29,615
She looked at my bike
and my cleaning supplies.
546
00:41:31,575 --> 00:41:37,289
She asked if I live locally,
and why I had such big burnsides.
547
00:41:37,372 --> 00:41:38,999
She called them sideburns.
548
00:41:40,501 --> 00:41:41,960
[chuckles]
549
00:41:42,044 --> 00:41:44,463
I told her about reenactments,
550
00:41:45,255 --> 00:41:47,549
and she asked really good questions,
you know?
551
00:41:47,633 --> 00:41:52,095
She was so curious and so smart.
552
00:41:55,098 --> 00:41:59,311
And so I kissed her. [chuckles]
553
00:42:01,772 --> 00:42:07,236
And that's when she turned mean.
Just awful, slapping me and hitting me.
554
00:42:08,153 --> 00:42:10,697
And I just had to rag her
with the starter fluid.
555
00:42:11,657 --> 00:42:12,824
I had to.
556
00:42:17,287 --> 00:42:19,289
So we... we drove for a little while.
557
00:42:19,373 --> 00:42:23,043
I was trying to find, like,
a nice, quiet, little place.
558
00:42:23,585 --> 00:42:26,129
And I did,
even though I didn't know where I was
559
00:42:26,213 --> 00:42:29,800
or where we were going,
but I f... I found one.
560
00:42:32,052 --> 00:42:33,303
[sighs]
561
00:42:33,387 --> 00:42:34,513
Then what happened?
562
00:42:35,973 --> 00:42:37,891
I... Well, I, y-you know.
563
00:42:39,768 --> 00:42:43,522
I went into the back of the van with her,
and I ragged her a few more times.
564
00:42:44,523 --> 00:42:45,774
She kept waking up?
565
00:42:45,858 --> 00:42:47,234
[Larry sighs]
566
00:42:48,777 --> 00:42:50,404
She scratched me.
567
00:42:51,488 --> 00:42:53,490
So hard. It was deep.
568
00:42:54,283 --> 00:42:58,245
And when I cleaned out the flesh
from under her nails later on,
569
00:42:58,328 --> 00:43:00,038
there was a lot of me under there.
570
00:43:00,789 --> 00:43:01,874
A lot of me.
571
00:43:01,957 --> 00:43:03,166
You have sex with her?
572
00:43:03,250 --> 00:43:05,627
I knew you were gonna ask that.
No... It's weird.
573
00:43:05,711 --> 00:43:08,672
I... I don't totally remember.
574
00:43:09,506 --> 00:43:13,635
It was like I blacked out,
but then it was like I was in a dream
575
00:43:13,719 --> 00:43:17,139
where I see myself
beating on her and ragging her,
576
00:43:17,222 --> 00:43:18,807
beating on her and ragging her.
577
00:43:20,434 --> 00:43:24,396
And then I woke up,
and her clothes were off,
578
00:43:24,479 --> 00:43:25,898
and my clothes were off.
579
00:43:28,108 --> 00:43:29,401
So, I…
580
00:43:30,527 --> 00:43:34,323
I think we had sex together.
581
00:43:35,365 --> 00:43:37,367
[thunder rumbling]
582
00:43:41,580 --> 00:43:42,956
Sure sounds like it, buddy.
583
00:43:45,834 --> 00:43:48,962
[sighs]
584
00:43:57,971 --> 00:44:00,182
[Larry] Well, then she started to cry.
585
00:44:00,265 --> 00:44:02,267
[rain pattering]
586
00:44:03,435 --> 00:44:04,436
[clicks tongue]
587
00:44:06,772 --> 00:44:08,732
Sometimes they do that.
588
00:44:08,815 --> 00:44:10,275
They thought they wanted it,
589
00:44:11,193 --> 00:44:12,945
but they changed their mind
after the fact.
590
00:44:13,028 --> 00:44:15,155
Well, no, she was crying for her mother.
591
00:44:19,284 --> 00:44:20,410
She was, huh?
592
00:44:21,286 --> 00:44:23,288
"I want my mommy.
593
00:44:23,872 --> 00:44:28,001
Just take me to my mommy."
594
00:44:29,044 --> 00:44:30,921
I did not like that.
595
00:44:31,004 --> 00:44:33,340
It made me mad. It ruined everything.
596
00:44:34,007 --> 00:44:35,425
So, I took her out of the van,
597
00:44:35,509 --> 00:44:38,345
and I walked her
pretty far back into the field.
598
00:44:40,305 --> 00:44:44,101
And I found this tree,
and I had made this, uh... [clicks tongue]
599
00:44:45,310 --> 00:44:49,606
Uh, tool, I guess, that I had made
by putting two leather belts together.
600
00:44:50,107 --> 00:44:51,859
And I had this stick...
601
00:44:52,901 --> 00:44:56,280
Well, I told her to sit down
with her back against the tree.
602
00:44:58,240 --> 00:45:00,242
I didn't want to see her face, you know?
603
00:45:01,743 --> 00:45:03,328
And, uh…
604
00:45:03,412 --> 00:45:07,499
So yeah, so then I quickly whipped
the two belts around her neck,
605
00:45:07,583 --> 00:45:10,961
and I squeezed and put the stick in.
606
00:45:11,044 --> 00:45:14,256
I just started twisting it,
like one of those, um…
607
00:45:15,799 --> 00:45:17,467
Oh, what do you call it, uh…
608
00:45:18,385 --> 00:45:20,554
- Tourniquet?
- Tourniquet, exactly.
609
00:45:22,264 --> 00:45:23,265
Yeah.
610
00:45:24,224 --> 00:45:28,270
I just kept twisting
until she stopped making, uh…
611
00:45:31,023 --> 00:45:32,107
You know.
612
00:45:34,484 --> 00:45:35,652
Sounds.
613
00:45:47,497 --> 00:45:49,750
Well, it sounds like
you did what you had to do.
614
00:45:52,002 --> 00:45:53,670
[sighs]
615
00:46:03,639 --> 00:46:06,975
Never said anything totally gross,
just off.
616
00:46:07,476 --> 00:46:09,061
Always off.
617
00:46:09,978 --> 00:46:10,979
How?
618
00:46:12,022 --> 00:46:15,442
He'd be like,
"You have really pretty ankles."
619
00:46:15,526 --> 00:46:18,654
Or, said to me once,
"Your earlobes are very ripe."
620
00:46:18,737 --> 00:46:20,364
That was Larry making small talk.
621
00:46:20,447 --> 00:46:24,159
Other times, he'd just sit at
one of the picnic benches and just stare.
622
00:46:24,660 --> 00:46:27,538
And, if it got to you
like sometimes it did,
623
00:46:27,621 --> 00:46:30,624
you'd be like, "Larry, what's up?"
624
00:46:30,707 --> 00:46:33,627
And he'd be all, "Did you know
that most cleaners contain lye?"
625
00:46:34,211 --> 00:46:37,673
And then he'd want you to go to his van
and look at the list of ingredients.
626
00:46:37,756 --> 00:46:40,175
- Did you ever go?
- [scoffs] Fuck no.
627
00:46:40,801 --> 00:46:42,219
You know anyone who did?
628
00:46:43,011 --> 00:46:46,348
Not around here, no.
We were all creeped out by him.
629
00:46:47,099 --> 00:46:49,518
Then, when he started to give me stuff…
630
00:46:49,601 --> 00:46:50,811
He gave you stuff?
631
00:46:52,855 --> 00:46:54,273
A pair of earrings once.
632
00:46:55,274 --> 00:46:56,275
A locket.
633
00:46:56,817 --> 00:46:58,819
Pair of used ballet flats.
634
00:46:59,820 --> 00:47:00,988
Were they your size?
635
00:47:04,408 --> 00:47:06,785
Yep. Made it worse.
636
00:47:07,828 --> 00:47:09,788
No chance you kept any of this stuff?
637
00:47:10,330 --> 00:47:13,417
We have a lost and found sale
at the end of every season.
638
00:47:15,669 --> 00:47:18,213
There is one thing
that I didn't throw away.
639
00:47:47,659 --> 00:47:48,660
[light clicks]
640
00:47:50,454 --> 00:47:52,539
Last time we ever saw him,
he gave me that.
641
00:47:54,666 --> 00:47:56,877
I never rode it, not once.
642
00:47:58,003 --> 00:48:00,672
Every time I look at it,
it makes me wanna take a shower.
643
00:48:24,655 --> 00:48:26,698
[child]
My mother said I was never any trouble
644
00:48:26,782 --> 00:48:28,867
except when I fixated
on something I wanted,
645
00:48:28,951 --> 00:48:30,661
like a dog on a pork chop.
646
00:48:31,411 --> 00:48:34,122
So that's what she'd call it.
My pork chop.
647
00:48:35,415 --> 00:48:38,001
When I was six,
my pork chop was a goldfish.
648
00:48:38,794 --> 00:48:42,047
When I was nine,
it was a pack of butterfly hair clips.
649
00:48:42,130 --> 00:48:43,131
Multicolored.
650
00:48:43,841 --> 00:48:47,219
But my biggest pork chop,
the one I obsessed over
651
00:48:47,302 --> 00:48:50,180
and had to wait
until my 13th birthday for,
652
00:48:50,264 --> 00:48:52,558
and still work off
five months' allowance to get,
653
00:48:52,641 --> 00:48:56,562
was a mountain bike.
654
00:48:57,062 --> 00:48:59,064
[family chattering]
655
00:49:16,665 --> 00:49:18,667
- [gasps]
- [squeals]
656
00:49:25,257 --> 00:49:28,802
I did the math. I lived over 5,000 days.
657
00:49:29,344 --> 00:49:32,472
Over 135,000 hours.
658
00:49:32,973 --> 00:49:34,391
All that time was mine.
659
00:49:36,059 --> 00:49:40,189
You can die, but you can't un-live.
660
00:49:40,772 --> 00:49:41,899
I lived.
661
00:49:42,816 --> 00:49:43,817
Here.
662
00:49:47,529 --> 00:49:48,530
Here.
663
00:49:53,493 --> 00:49:54,578
Here.
664
00:49:58,373 --> 00:49:59,374
And here.
665
00:50:01,502 --> 00:50:02,628
It was great.
666
00:50:11,094 --> 00:50:12,346
[Beaumont sighs]
667
00:50:16,058 --> 00:50:17,851
[blows]
668
00:50:21,688 --> 00:50:23,148
It's not enough. [sighs]
669
00:50:23,232 --> 00:50:24,441
That's bullshit.
670
00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:27,069
Heard of chain of evidence?
671
00:50:27,152 --> 00:50:29,947
We have a witness
who swears Hall gave it to her.
672
00:50:30,906 --> 00:50:32,824
Where's the serial number of the bike?
673
00:50:33,325 --> 00:50:35,369
Someone burned it off with acid.
674
00:50:35,452 --> 00:50:39,164
There's no way to conclusively prove
that this is Jessica Roach's,
675
00:50:39,248 --> 00:50:42,793
unless matching fingerprints
of both Hall and Roach are found on it.
676
00:50:42,876 --> 00:50:46,338
And after four years,
I'm fairly confident it won't be.
677
00:50:46,421 --> 00:50:49,508
We have witnesses who place
Larry Hall in the area…
678
00:50:49,591 --> 00:50:51,218
I'm not trying a new case here.
679
00:50:51,301 --> 00:50:53,011
Where he claimed to have buried Reitler…
680
00:50:53,095 --> 00:50:55,097
I'm defending against a second appeal.
681
00:50:55,180 --> 00:50:58,016
And where he gave someone
Jessica Roach's bike.
682
00:50:58,600 --> 00:50:59,810
It's not enough.
683
00:51:02,521 --> 00:51:04,189
Not even close.
684
00:51:04,773 --> 00:51:06,650
[sighs] But you did great work here.
685
00:51:07,526 --> 00:51:10,988
You did. This is top-fucking-notch.
686
00:51:12,281 --> 00:51:13,407
Hey, look at me.
687
00:51:18,662 --> 00:51:21,582
You did. But it's not enough.
688
00:51:22,833 --> 00:51:24,168
What would be enough?
689
00:51:29,381 --> 00:51:30,507
I don't know.
690
00:51:32,885 --> 00:51:33,886
But this ain't it.
691
00:51:33,969 --> 00:51:36,805
[buzzer sounds]
692
00:51:36,889 --> 00:51:39,892
[radio chatter]
693
00:51:55,240 --> 00:51:56,241
[sighs]
694
00:52:13,842 --> 00:52:17,095
[breathing heavily]
695
00:52:29,274 --> 00:52:30,275
James?
696
00:52:33,320 --> 00:52:34,404
James.
697
00:52:37,533 --> 00:52:38,659
James, you up?
698
00:52:42,287 --> 00:52:43,455
Well, good night.
699
00:52:45,749 --> 00:52:49,086
[Jimmy crying]
700
00:52:49,169 --> 00:52:51,046
[Larry] Sleep well.
701
00:52:52,965 --> 00:52:54,842
[Larry groans]
702
00:52:54,925 --> 00:52:57,928
[Jimmy sobbing]
703
00:53:18,657 --> 00:53:20,576
[sobbing continues]